March 2012 Slice of Life Story Challenge, hosted by Stacey and Ruth from Two Writing Teachers!
I revere myself as a positive person. I think it can probably get a little "thick" for people at times, but I hope most can appreciate this aspect of my personality. Now, here comes the confession, there are some things, despite the cheery nature, that immediately evoke a negative response. I may not wear that reaction, but inside I look like this!
It typically comes after someone says "the reality is...."
Oh, good grief, even typing it right now elicits a tense stomach and scowl...
amazing how powerful words can be!
I hate to say that I am that weak; we all have buttons that get pushed (and there is that salsa thing too).
But, let's get back to that positive attitude, the one that doesn't back down or get overwhelmed by assessment data, its meaning, and the incredible push to make everyone the same. [Deep Breath]
I am a firm believer that the only way to get through something challenging is to understand why it is a challenge. I like to examine and reflect why something is a problem for me and do something.
Yes, there are realities. Other people far far away decide what my students should know and have determined a lock step standard, benchmark or goal for each month of the school year. These of course don't always match up to the goals I set based on "the real" information about "the real" child. "The reality is" I have a square hole and a round peg that need to somehow fit together--what is real? They don't fit together because one is square and one is round, genius, right!
What is real...I am the prism. Each child reflects their understanding on the spectrum that is learning. We are not the same. We each display a different shade of understanding. This diversity is what makes teaching and learning so rewarding.
I would much rather spend my time evaluating and resolving the challenges children bring that are REAL.